18
Samh 9.29.1342 8:00
As soon as Geodor left Jeanilotta, he sent a note to Theodomani requesting him to visit the following morning. Theodomani did not disappoint and by 8:00 the next morning was waiting in his library. He decided to present himself in the most unthreatening way possible and arrived in a silk dressing gown with a novel and coffee. Theodomani, who initially was ready to challenge him, was thrown entirely off guard.
“It was hardly worth the while that I should become your savior from that cold and vast expanse to rob you afterwards of the affections of your lady-love. I confess I did not anticipate so great an honor,” Geodor said, extending his hand with a smile.
"At least, my lord,” he replied, his whole face flushed with anger, “I might have been spared your mirthfulness upon a subject which has destroyed any happiness that might have been mine. Prior to this event, I regarded you as the embodiment of nobleness; you were my standard for all that is great and good in the world. Now, I have been undeceived—” he said dramatically. “I will no longer have confidence in anyone. Nothing but the gratitude I owe you as the preserver of my life prevents me from challenging you."
“Ah, indeed!" replied Geodor, with mock gravity. “However, you forget my rank—it would be impossible for me to accept."
Theodomani was too angry to speak. He walked to the window and began to pull the leaves from a beautiful exotic flower which was in full bloom. Geodor watched him for a moment. Suddenly, he realized what Theodomani was doing. Springing up, he caught the hands of the young man, saying, “Come, exhaust your anger upon me, not upon Lira's poor rose. She will never forgive you, and I shall.”
“We have been engaged for three years. In their very sitting room, we declared our affection and pledged our mutual faith in each other. To the best of my knowledge, she was previously always true to me, and my heart's wildest dreams were more than realized in her unchanging, devoted love. I would have sacrificed all that makes life dear if she had but demanded it—all, except her love. I came last night to ask her to appoint the date of our marriage, and she received me with coldness.” Theodomani’s eyes welled with tears, and Geodor quickly offered him a handkerchief.
After a few moments, he continued, “I will not conceal from you that at times I have been a little jealous of you, but I kept trying to convince myself I was wrong. Last night, she confessed to me that her heart had not been as true as mine. She accused me of taking advantage of her youth to secure our pledge! When I questioned her, and asked if the attention you recently have paid her was the reason for her change of feelings, she stated that whether you were the cause or not was none of my business! She said she was giving me back my pledge and told me to make whatever inferences about it that I chose. At the last, she refused to even take my hand in parting.” Here, his voice broke, and he again began to cry.
“Lord Elwynalam,” Theodomani said, making a powerful effort to regain his self-control after a couple of minutes of silent weeping, “will you do me the honor to tell me the business upon which you desired my presence this morning?”
“Ah, true, I had something to say," Geodor said, instantly changing to one of heart-felt kindness and sympathy, "As I am not accustomed to make mysteries where none are required, we will speak plainly upon Miss Gillfillian's change of heart. For believe me, she is the only one whose mind has changed.
"I do not love Miss Gillfillian,” he continued, “but her eyes are dazzled, her judgment misled, and her imagination excited by my title and my reported wealth. I can see clearly that she has no feelings for me personally. Bereft of these external appendages, she is indifferent."
"Are you sure of that?" asked Theodomani, a little more mildly.
"Yes, perfectly sure. But she has shown her true colors. If she is willing to give up her true love, and I believe she still has feelings for you, is she really worth losing sleep over? She has imposed a life-long separation, has she not? You were not to visit her again, she assured me."
"True," replied the high-spirited lover, again angry at being questioned like this.
“Well, I have a simple plan to propose to you. Leave the city, engage in some active employment or amusement to preserve you from melancholy. I am planning to marry as soon as I can, but I can promise you I will not marry Miss Gillfillian.”
“Then you do not love her!” exclaimed Theodomani, rising and clasping Geodor’s hand with an expression of relief.
Geodor’s clear brilliant eye rested for a moment upon Theodomani, a sweet peculiar smile played about his mouth, and in a low solemn voice he said, “I never trifle with the human heart, and mine encases an image far too blessed to admit another.”
“After you take a leave of absence and with me no longer available for her to see, one of two things will happen: either you will find you no longer can tolerate a woman who would discard you like that or she will realize all she has lost and return to you.” After a moment’s pause, he asked, “Have you perfect confidence in my honor? Do you consent to taking a break from this city?”
“With the greatest pleasure," answered the happy Theodomani. "I, of course, hope she will resume our relationship when I return."
"You may change your mind before that time. However, with a little experience added to her present stock, she may become a better wife for you if that is the path you eventually choose," said Geodor, and they parted the best of friends.